"This Song is Not About You" - Not a Love Story (Really, it's not)

Feels like years and I've lost track of time

Who knows how long I've made you wait

Why do we miss the ones who hurt

It's as if we enjoy feeling lost

And I wanna tell you how much you've changed

But the truth is none of us are the same

And as I watch you dwindle

Afraid and confused

I try to tell myself it's not my fault

Did everything I could and got caught up

If this is what "done" feels like

You've still got my head in the game

Wondering what those words mean

I can't tell you where the end is

But I hope the light comes soon

Because fuck it, let's be honest

You were only in it for one thing

Got lost in yourself and gone for a while